Writing is this addiction I have. If I don't do it, then I get all cranky and sad and angry. If I do it, I'm flying high for a while until the rush ends. Yet, as much as I want that fix, it can be really challenging to make the time and effort to do so. I suppose if I let it take over my life, then everything would be okay. Except paying the bills and such. We're in need of substantial arts grants, or maybe just in need of a better system altogether that rewards people for doing meaningful things the right way rather than cheating, lying, and stealing.